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Jan. 23rd, 2001 11:54 pmI'm disappointed that I don't get to update this every day. I will be able to for the next few days, I think, because Mike and his parents and some of the other people from the office are going to San Antonio for a trade show and I have to stay with his siblings while his parents are gone. Mike and his dad left today. I'm actually kind of glad he's going to be gone for awhile. It gives us some time apart, which I think is something we need.
My roommies are getting a little better, but I still don't feel at all comfortable being there. It's like it's not really my apartment, it's everybody else's apartment and I have to stay there with them. I think that even though I will have to be buying a car and stuff soon, I will try to live alone as soon as I move out of this place. I don't want to have to worry about not getting to sleep on time because someone's music is too loud, and I don't want to have to be quiet when I don't want to be, and I want to have a place that's all mine, every cupboard, every rack in the fridge, every room. It would feel sooooo good.
My roommies are getting a little better, but I still don't feel at all comfortable being there. It's like it's not really my apartment, it's everybody else's apartment and I have to stay there with them. I think that even though I will have to be buying a car and stuff soon, I will try to live alone as soon as I move out of this place. I don't want to have to worry about not getting to sleep on time because someone's music is too loud, and I don't want to have to be quiet when I don't want to be, and I want to have a place that's all mine, every cupboard, every rack in the fridge, every room. It would feel sooooo good.
